One way

Someone who works at the same company I do killed himself this weekend. I'd never met the guy, this is a pretty big place, but he seemed well liked. I feel bad for not, well, feeling bad, I guess. He went through a lot of shit and I suppose that he just decided that enough was enough. I was going to complain about the Oscars, but it really just doesn't seem like a big deal anymore. It's odd. This was a smart guy we're talking about. Is it the same to want to end emotional suffering as it is to want to end physical suffering? I'm really at a loss as to what to think. Could I do that? What would have to happen for me to take that step? I suppose that line in the sand exists for everyone.